Learning Disability

 A learning disability is a neurological disorder  that selectively  interferes with how a person  picks up and stores information  traveling through the senses to the brain and impedes a persons ability  to read,write or compute mathematics. People with learning disabilites  have average to above average intelligence and can even be gifted. Learning disabilities are not a form of *mental retardation. They are not a form of emotional disturbance or simply an excuse to be lazy and not apply ones self.      

         * The term mental retardation has been replaced with  intellectually disabled. However it seems that terms change constantly in this politically correct world these days and the author means no offense by using the outdated mental retardation in this definition.  This passage is found on page 172 of the book Within These  Pages entitled Learning Disabilties. 

  For reviews, testimonials , other excerpts from the book etc, please scroll further down on this page. Each section is numbered 1 to 6. Section 1 has a review of my poetry book Coming Out of the Closet and  Breaking the Chains. Section 2 is an excerpt from the book Within These Pages. Section 3 contains testimonials from people who either read Within These Pages or poetry I have written. Section 4 is a review done on Within These Pages , section 5 is an unpublished version of a poem I wrote in which three more can be found in Within These Pages and 6 is a poem taken from my first collection of poetry. Thank you for visiting the website.                                                  


 1. Powerful Poetry to Awaken Change, Many pages have been turned in my life. Some are as fragile and as thin as leaves maturing in autumn. Some are white with the scent of ink still traceable waiting to be read and turned, unfolding a new passage. ~Tascha Dresser Tascha Dresser wrote her first poem at the early age of 12 and continues to write poems about all the experiences in her life. These beautiful poems have evolved from a deep place within her soul where she has fought to overcome life's obstacles To read her poems is to understand the frustration of a highly intelligent woman who has fought overwhelming odds to climb from the closet of her past just to feel the sun on her face and to finally recognize that people who struggle to learn at an early age have rights that are protected by law. They deserve to be loved and they deserve to succeed. Tascha's poems show a depth of emotional intelligence I've rarely seen in poetry. This is the cry of her soul for equal treatment in an unfair world. Yet, even in the darkness of her disappointment over how the world treats her in her childhood, she shows a beautiful appreciation for what is right about her life. There are poems about love, dreams, friendship and being human. Tascha begins with a poem about a star emerging inside her. She knows that she has value and gifts to give the world. Yet, this star waits for the right time to shine. She knows she has the power to change attitudes by showing her experiences, the depths of her despair, her longings and especially her desires for a better future for all the children who are trapped in the closet of disbelief. We all have the same basic needs and should never be denied the pleasure of a dream. I found the images of "stars" throughout the book to be quite interesting. The visual images of a star rising from Tascha's soul in "Emerging" are only a small taste of the metaphors Tascha paints across the canvas of your mind. In one poem, "Hate" becomes a wild horse with icy breath and blood red eyes. She takes this image and in "The Horse, Part II" she expands on the idea and beautiful paints images of hearts disappearing in the distance. Then in "The Horse - A Warning," we learn the final result of the ride on the horse called "Hate." The images will remain in your mind long after your heart has comprehended the meaning and understood the implications of allowing hate into your life. As images of pain turn into power, many of the poems will be understood by anyone who has been through a terrible night of the soul and survived to see the first light of day. There is power in survival and Tascha Dresser's poems speak of a woman who has passionately struggled through a situation where she was denied basic human rights.The impressions of her struggle are quite vivid when woven into the poems of the closet. I will never forget the powerful images in "Who's in the Closet?" For me, this poem explains the true purpose of "Coming Out of the Closet and Breaking the Chains." People are starving for love, understanding, attention and affection. But we lock people away by not listening to them, by verbally abusing them, not believing in them or by not seeing them for who they truly are and all while people are starving for kindness. This book of poems is not only about life's challenges; it is also an expression of all the emotions everyone feels during the cycle of life. Who were we when we were born, who have we become and what will we become, even after we die. Tascha's emotions range from deep sorrow over the state of the world to a high level of frustration because she can see the solutions so clearly, yet others seem blind to her pain. Very few poems contain blatant anger (Like in "Not At This Time"), but when they do, she uses this emotion to awaken you to a new level of awareness. An awareness where you hope that these poems will encourage us all to react more diplomatically and be more sensitive to the needs of people who need our support and love. In "What Words Can't Explain" I understood the lines about wishing people could read between the lines because at times even words cannot express your true feelings. In "I'm A Diamond," we meet an individual who always throws "diamonds in the dirt" and recognize how the inability to see beauty traps people in their own game. "Coming Out of the Closet and Breaking the Chains" is a collection of poems I really needed to read because I needed to let Tascha's words mingle with my own thoughts about the state of the world and about the need for all of us to show more love. By reading her poems, I will now see the world with new eyes because if Tascha could survive her past, then all of us can survive the daily challenges we face. Tascha's life was not a life any child deserved and I hope that her poems will inspire a deeper awareness of how children who struggle to learn, truly view their lives. I cried three times while reading this book. I am so proud of Tascha for writing these poems and for sharing her experiences so we can all become kinder, more beautiful human beings. Highly Recommended.~TheRebeccaReview.com


2. Within These Pages:Why do some employers overlook people with disabilities when making hiring decisions? Perhaps it is because if you have two people equally  as qualified  for the same job, one with a disability , one without, the employer thinks  it is easier  to hire the  person without a disability  than it would be to hire  the one with a disability. This way he or she does not have to go out of the way to make reasonable accommondations that could cost money , time and effort. It is an easy decision.So the company and store or place of employment saves money. It is easy for the employer to do this but, not for the person who is seeking employment with a disability. Having to go through life with the lable of damaged almost attached to your forehead is stigmatizing and unfair. I believe it is an unspoken or unwritten rule that merchandise, even people who are slightly damaged , are not worth the price. Although we may still be human , our value as human beings and  productive citizens and employees  diminsihes in the face of a disability with employers.

  I came to be an advocate for people with learning disabilities out of my own struggles with learning disabilities. I grew up with a learning disability called dyscalculia  which impedes my ability to calculate mathematics, and while in school never recieved adequate help or attention for it, which would have helped me to get my high school diploma. Later I discovered I had rights  in public school my mother  and I were never informed about. So I set out to read everything I could about learning disabilities and share that information with others  that may be struggling the same way I had been. So I used my life experiences and took clues from it  to realize what my purpose was and is. I believe God gives us clues about the purpose  he has for us in our life experiences , both the bad and the good. I believe even a disability  can be his way of directing us towards that purpose. It is like he is telling us this is a problem I want you to help fix. And when he gives us  abilities and talents along with our struggles, he is saying  these are the tools you need to help this problem.

  (Excerpts from Within These Pages: Disabilities in the Work World  and  Driven by Purpose by Tascha Lee Dresser. Within These Pages can be found at these online sources Amazon.com, Barnes&Noble.com, Half.com, Overstock.com( I can not find a more affordable price then at Overstock.com @ $17.95 shipping included),Powellsbooks.com,at www.flipkart.com( for the people in india who would like to get my books ( both of them)), PublishAmerica.com etc.,with prices ranging from $14.95 and up and of course from your favorite book store. Remember when a book is in demand a book store might be compelled to stock it so be sure to ask for it at your favorite book store if you can and let those stores know you are interested in Within These Pages. A note to book stores or any venues for books: If you are interested in hosting an event featuring Within These Pages e mail me here @ TaschaDresser@PublishedAuthors.net or at Icaria2@aol.com and let me know so we can make arrangements and set a date

thank you. )


3. "I loved reading Wild Flowers 5. Wild Flowers 5 moves me to no end. I want to read it again and again. You are a wonderful poet do you know it? You have a gift Tascha! A beautiful gift that shines forth from a beautifully gifted woman." Ben Holland the Chech Republic

" I really like your Wild flowers 5 poem. I liked the way you used the wild flower as something or someone that one doesn't notice and keeps going on about their lives....I'm wrong you can tell me but, that's what I interpreted. I'm an English major." -Cindy New Jersey

" Cudos to Ms. Dresser for being so open minded and diverse. She is a very insightful and talented writer"- Steven E. Blume Los Angeles, California.

 "Tascha Dresser's WildFlowers 5 poem is almost like a philosophical Treatise. It seems  almost a narrative . I want to keep reading more as a story "-Marvin Sly Queen Creek Arizona      

"Tascha Dresser's Wild Flower poems are beautiful! I love the way she so poigantly depicts people distancing away from the homeless people just because of their looks".- Pradeep England.    

 "I congratulate Ms Dresser .... her thinking is flawless! I found she has put some very profound suggestions in her book Within These Pages for  people with learning disabilities".- Jim  Ganan , San Jose, California

"Tascha Dresser was definitely born to shine brightly for those who can't speak up for themselves"- Rebecca Johnson  Issaquah,  WA

  "  Tascha Dresser astounds me! Her talent is incredible- extraordinary! Truly she is gifted. If her work does not rip the tears from your heart, the world has gone blind, deaf, dumb-and insane. I believe she is destined for greatness".- Janice Turner Efland NC 

"Ms Dresser has a great gift for explaining things that are intangible. It is like she has read my mind..-Phyllis Burton Delmont PA 

"I think Tascha Dresser's Wild Flower poems are awesome and they could be Bob Dylan Lyrics" - Scott Davis Puyallup Washington

"Oh my god! I am speechless! Tascha Dresser's Wild Flower poems are deep! It is like feelings everyone has but can't get it out or explain it."_ Doug Hill, Seattle Washington .

"I loved all of Tascha Dresser's book Within These Pages. The Wild Flower poems in it were amazing. I started reading it and was hooked.- Bret Berman Salem Oregon.

"HAVE YOU SEEN MY FACE, I really liked this poem from Ms, Dresser's poetry collection Coming out of the Closet and Breaking the Chains. She is so talented and an amazing Lady!" -Tullene Jeffries Nappa Valley Ca.

" I love Tascha Dresser's Book, Within These Pages. She is so authentic, honest and down to earth in it." Anjali Sarkar , Silver Spring, Maryland.


       4.                                                                             Poetic Monthly Volume 50

                                                                                   Publisher: Publish America, Baltimore, Md

                                                                                     Author: Tascha Lee Dresser

                                                                                     Title: Within These Pages  

                                                                                     Reviewed by Maggie Grinnell

I was intrigued by Ms. Dresser's book, Within These Pages.

 The introduction of her book starts out," Let my voice be heard and I hope it touches you.". Well, it did. The words conveyed in this book are from her life, her experiences and could apply to just about anyone.  Some chapters cover certain issues such as trust, pornography, imagination and loneliness.

 The chapter" The faces we wear: Lables and roles" states that roles can be chosen and lables are a way of categorizing something about us. Ms. Dresser goes on to explain how roles are based on strengths and not on faults and to lable people are to decrease(sic) their limitations. The rolemodel is someone who you identify with, admire, respect, and someone who has a strong character and a good moral sense.

 Ms Dresser does have a disability, mild cerebral palsy but that doesn't hinder her. She states that people with disabilities can , and do, feel bad about themselves  when they have trouble with a subject in school. They even put on masks; class clown, bully, the flirt and know it-all.

  In one chapter , she discusses dysfunctional families; I come from a dysfunctional family so I can relate. My family members in the past , and sometimes now,  do not work together to grow with each other.

 I agree, as well other lovers of books, that books are the best affordable education . They need no classrooms or school walls to teach, they just need our willingness to read them.

  She does go on to state that books are entertaining, informative and educational. Some people shy away from books due to a learning disability. They just need to practice reading and increase their reading comprehension. Books need to be read to fulfill their purpose.

 I will close with mentioning a chapter Ms. Dresser wrote on life. The world can be filled with danger and sorrow  but it is also filled with happiness, wonder and joy. It is up to us to improve the original design.

 I thoroughly(sic) enjoyed this book  of words that deal with everyday issues each of us , in one way or another face.

 I give this book  ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤

                                                               Reviewed by Maggie Grinnell

                                                               Poetic Monthly Magazine   


 5.    © 2010 by Tascha Dresser 

                                      The Wild Flowers by Tascha Dresser

                                       Do we  envy them secretly?

                                        For they grow without being put in their place

                                       Or potted like domestic plants in a nursery!

                                       They merge all over the fields ,green with new grass,

                                        spotting the world with color.

                                       Their scent travels through the air  announcing their presence to all.

                                        Or are we afraid to be like them?

                                        Are we afraid because we cling so tightly to where we have planted ourselves,

                                        that  we can scarcely  move and we laborously  take in the little bit of  oxygen

                                        to our lungs, struggling to live, fighting to grow!

                                        Or do the wild flowers  envy us?

                                        Are they weary from growing  out in the open and

                                        being ignored or taken for granted; perhaps never seen?

                                        And seen as only worthless debris floating  around

                                        in the world  as  lilly pads float in a pond?

                                        Are  they debris? No, they are human beings  struggling

                                       desparately  to be seen, fighting to hold on to their dignity,

                                       hoping and praying that once  they may have a place like ours

                                       And  value that can only be measured by our all too human hearts.

                                        Dare  we feel and be guided by hearts knowing they may very well

                                        cause us to open our eyes and notice one of the wild flowers  we

                                        taught ourselves to envy and despise?

 

This is my first original version of my Wild Flowers Poem that is unpublished. For three more poems like this one get my book Within These Pages or visit www.poeticmonthly.com and look for Wild Flowers 5 in issue 44 of PoeticMonthly magazine. Their pdf version of the magazine is free to view. Enjoy! 


6  © 2003 by Tascha Dresser

                                               Murderer of Dreams

                                            I stand here among the ruins 

                                           of every dream you have destroyed.

                                           You play with people's hopes

                                           like they were your toys.

                                           But can't you see I'm too strong?

                                           You can't do that to me.

                                           Dreams are all I ever had.

                                           That's why I'm holding on.

                                         

                                          Even if the years roll by

                                          like wandering clouds,

                                         even if I have to dig my way out

                                         after I've been burried alive in doubt ,

                                         even if there's nothing left

                                         but a glimmer of a dream,

                                         I won't surrender myself to you.

                                        That's something I would never do.

                                        You're a murderer of dreams.

 

                                        I've seen you take away

                                       everything from those who are weak.

                                       I made a promise to myself;

                                       I wasn't going to let you take everything from 

                                       me.

 

                                     You told them you can make them

                                     forget their hurt

                                     but you pushed the knife in deeper

                                     and made the blood flow worse.

 

                                    Even if I have to make a ocean of tears,

                                    even if I have to wait for years,

                                    even if I have to face my worst fears,

                                    I'll never surrender to you.

                                    That's something you'll never see me do.

                                    You're a murderer of dreams.

 

                                   You'll never hold my heart in your hands,

                                    I want you to understand.

                                    I'd never give you control of something so 

                                    valuable

                                   and no matter what you do I'm not going to let

                                    go. 

               

                                   I stand here among the ruins

                                  of every dream you destroyed.

                                  You  play with people's hopes

                                  like they were your toys.

                                  It's plain to see,

                                  you're a murderer of dreams

                                  but you'll never have me.                                                

Taken from the book Coming Out of the Closet & Breaking the Chains: Poetic Views from the other side of a special education classroom. If you would like to read more poems like this please get the book. Thank you.