About My Book

 

Topic :

my poetry isn't based on really anything - it's a little bit of everything. from love to sadness, hate to more intence topics.I hope the wide range of topics won't leave anyone bored.

I like to write in words that I can understand. So I look at it as, if I can't understand the word then why in the heck am I going to make someone grab a dictionary?!

Now I'm not going to say my poetry's for all ages, some of it's for more of a mature group, but i'm not going to say teens can't read it!

well anyhow : read some poems for yourself to get an idea of what my poems are about!

 

 Some Poems In My Book : Black Petal Rose :

yellow cab - taxi Car

 

the lights outside unfold
the yellow of the beginning -
the start of my adventure -
away from the world...

climbing in the back seat
of a taxi cab; driven by
a stranger -
mouth silent - face unexplored.

we turn on the exit, into
a tunnel of one hundred lights
flashing through my eyes
the car motor echoes hums -

flying out the other side,

on down the hill into fantasy, ( my

imagination could not come up
with by itself, ) and we stop.

the door opens; the seat
climbs out the car as I'm still
buckled in, sits down
under a large tree and it's limbs

gather over my head.

a pen grows from the ground.

I snap it off the roots, catching
a sheet of paper flying by -

I collect my items, unbuckle,
look around and let my breathe out.
my eyes begin to write what they
see; the space between me

and my capability. ( ground
breaking over the sunrise and
mountains growing from the
horizon - waterfalls turned on

into the creeks; flowers crawling
from pockets, in trees. )
while at the end of the day my paper
is filled with words - I ride back to

reality, holding a captured make-believe.

 

bread

 

---the soft warm
---bread flakes apart -

your mouth waters.

the tender crust crumbles within your fingers,
leaving small bits, laying on the platter.

 

her blue horizon

 

the deep blue
of the sky

blends
together, swirled
into a mixture
of highlights

with clouds.


her eyes,
mellow dramatic
to the view of

the melted
horizon

twisted into
the ground.

 

she, who journeyed the universe

 

she ran as far as the world would let her
and then she jumped off the edge : into the black -
not suicide, but a flight into the opened space
of everlasting and adventure into a millennium -
maybe somewhat of an escape from ordinary...
maybe an escape from her life, but more of a dream
of the imagination to explore the open mind :::
than anything.

the milky way went past her fingers - she touched
one of his stars. the comets went across her hair.
she picked up the planets and collected them
inside of her pockets; their moons into a smiley face
- looking back at her; and lastly she took the sun
as her light to trail along the black, not to get lost,
yet she planned never to look back.

flat like a board, though like an airplane she flew...
the sun in front of her face - gliding like a peaceful bird,
yet not held by air or gravity ,,, free she was, free
of everything, more then anything - more then herself;
her mind went : : : she, she was who journeyed the universe
and never came back.

 

stone walls around

 

deliver me from rhinestone :
the maroon and the red -

make me worthy of this life
without all it's tricks in hand -

and let emotions slip away
so I don't cry another tear...

for him. let me live my life
today, let his be lived

yesterday and tomorrow let
our hearts realize the need

and let the rhinestone shell
break and let me escape into

eternity; him and I; and not
another tear shall be shed;

our hands will connect and
our eyes will be in chambers

together.
 

 

 Poems, Not In This Book

mount of carnage

to go into the mountain of carnage  
we cross four bridges and (a) maple forest(s)  
seeing the hybrids sleeping under the ( brush )  
         -          saving energy for the winters blow.  

cradled along the mulberry strip,  
where small chicken(vultures) raised their beaks.  
a lantern turned on to the shunting of buffalos.  

( the storm settled in. )  

i reached into my pocket and pulled out my umbrella  
for the tapping, dripping, tapping toe of the clouds feet  
which was making me drizzled with water-specks.  

up the side of the slope the slant was tight.  
two ridges connected almost making one.  
the roots of trees grew in and out of the side of the hill  
like they've sewn themselves down for a nesting ground.  

( the top of the mount isn't that far ahead  
but be-careful not to wake the firebird,  
for he may feast on the slew of coconuts. )  


watermelon dreams


i sprint.
the watermelons are already ripe
in the blooming summer yellow tide
falls over the hills, glistening trees,
their leaves fall so blazingly like small
fireballs from the war of the sky gods
and ground gods are fighting for time.

i spring.
and soon i fall into the patch of freshly
woven watermelons so damp of dew,
the fresh smell trickles my nose of crimson
spirit. the seeds spittle out of my mouth
into the ground, and vines spew out of the
brown soft dirt filled earth. i cry to water
freshly bloomed flower petal briars dancing.

i walk.
out of the forest of full sweet water chimes.
we heard back the ample amount of picked
juicy fruit in our hands and only drop a few
for the animals to enjoy the over-elaborate
red and green, colors spew and plump skews.





winter doesn't wait

'It is winter and it does not wait.'

The snowflakes fall upon the faces
Of Russian soldiers marching forward;
The temperature drops to a grueling freeze,
And our uniforms do not withstand the cold.

Our fingers' become a numb - red,
Burning inside our gloves.
Our march becomes slow—
The muscles in our legs tightly clinch
From the unforgiving snow...

Troops begun to fall.

Our shoeprints collect behind us,
Along with slushy mud and death;
It's sad when men die from the cold than war.
Our memories trail along side us,
Keeping us strong and dependent

Because our families are looking
Forward to our return...
Our kids wait for their fathers who left
To come home a hero, and tell them stories

Of War, and there victorious words.




frogs laugh too

this little gully floods
when it rains.
frogs gather in the middle,
sitting on sprouting weeds
laughing amongst their selves.




( the one below this is just one I wrote to have fun with : I hope you enjoy! )

blue spide.r.s.

Sequels to memories
Two hot days in spring
And the, the and look in
Out besides the waters
Cold creasing turning
Corners running under
Blue September spiders.

 

poetically, not


i don't think, lately,
i've been that poetic –

the words i write
come out in forms
unethical and autistic

with no real dimension
of image or style,

broadening the curve
of limber brain and
a little bit less understanding

than normal – i come with
nothing to give, to offer up...

other then what is written
down on the scrap piece of
paper, these last few days.



dream and imagination

we walked through the night
of a midnight moon. we noticed
our cigarette fire searing the dark

cutting it out and filling it
with red coal light, like a tiny
low star wavering in front

of our smoke-filled faces.
the cool air stroked our hair
with the breeze casually wiping

by. ashes abandon us...
we walked for an hour or more
talking about life, our lives,

but not about us. (nothing was like time
spent just watching his face. his
lips move so perfectly, speaking

flawlessly – plump juicy. my ears
ignored him sometimes as my brain
imagined us kissing so flawed,

unpracticed; let go and set free. )
the cigarette burned down, so i toss
it to the ground, falling with my thoughts.

i looked into his eyes, a bottomless pit of blue.
his deep eyes make me shiver. i lick my lips
which gives him a wrong sign.

we turned around and trailed back home.
my sensations wanted us lost in the woods
so we could be alone together. i tried

a time or two saying 'i'm confused,
where are we going, i think we should
have went left a few yards back...'

but he smiled and said "i'm hungry,
aren't you?"



mirror a man

mirror a man:
crying.

a tender heart
refurbished...

i, inside,
remember

Natural

Arms

Holding

Body

so close
to chest

and sounds
of heartbeats

reply close
love nests

in ear;
drums

march
on.



hitting the blow


a clever midnight thought
scrambled across my mind –
      laughing, i slide down into my chair
scanning the night, hold her flair.



( streams of ashy coal
wash deeper into my black face,
and the cold whispers to my skin
brings frost from the snows. )



white powder clutters the mirror,
   red noses, red posies, red rosies,
blood thickens inside veins that float high –
scenic tributes to the streets of haughty
   and there lies nothing more to show.



i glow with lights above me, the
foundation sparkles with glitter pressed
colossal ton on my skin -
so fragrantly soft and pediment;
i walk through town with purse on my arm
and headphone music played ears

   stopping so often, hitting the blow.



one beautiful day

sun-kissed, ripe hills
drew me in and
let my mind escape reality.

my sins, my life,
today, disappeared
and pine scent
and blackberry smells
filled me.

the breeze
made an enchanting song
of rattling leaves...
though with birds
it was whip cream on pumpkin pie.



the delusion

the black delusion
perched on greenery-limbs
slightly points south.

it drops down
into an unclean free-fall
widening its
( silk-vested ) wings.

this vague image
disappears within
the patterned light
diluted with clouds.



after everything is brought forward ( version two )


( a douche of purple
saturates my mind – ) 

  our home in the rye 
  ganders over the rocky 
  stonewall of my miniature china 

  and i hear the raven's call 
  in the background - he yells
  from the hills of paradox

beyond the picture
hung over my bed. [ the feathers
poke out of the cloth case
they're neatly tucked into. ] 


     a journal of empty pages 
     lie on the oak table across from 
     the great wall of china that 
     sits in the frame taken 
     by my father 
     twenty-five years ago. 

     i'm soon to write in it.




the train ride to elsewhere


the train went through the tunnel.
it was dark. your shadow fainted away.
your skin drew a grayish outline.
                    the gray contoured your skin. 
                    it was one with the seat.

we causally talked,
to make it known that we still existed.
the train was loud. it made everything else die out. 
                    i glanced at your face. 
                    your posture seemed rather alive now.

 

cat and sky blue fur

the cat sits
on the window-seal
  the blue
  textures his white fur
   a blend
   of easy sky colored
   purrs.

his structured eyes
glance at birds,
  his sly tail
  flickers frantic –
he looks at me
cocks his head
and meows
  almost begging me to let him
  go chase them...

                            not today
                               cat
                            not tomorrow
                               either...
                            but do you
                               really care?

he jumps down,
rubs his body
  round-about my legs,
curls up into a little ball
  drifting away, sleeplessly.



trailing along a distant road

i've had the dream again,  
the one that trails me along a road  
to my heartache and butchers me  
with kisses from his lips. i crave him  
in my dreams and i get what i need,  
but then i awake to reality, lost  
to his image i curl in my bed
softly weeping.