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PILLAR'S FALL
Chapter One

 

 The Flux

 

Thomas Pillar spent the morning of October 10 lying in bed, staring at his wife. He had no premonitions of the day ahead. He felt no sense of foreboding, no early ripples of the disaster waiting around the corner. He didn’t see himself in the back of an ambulance, not injured, but hiding there nonetheless, trying to control his shaking hands. His pulse gave no warning that worlds were passing around him. The world of the normal—the world he had inhabited all of his days—was leaving him behind. The next time he saw a sunrise it would be on a different world, where certainties were a thing of the past. He saw none of this on October 10. He only saw Charlotte sleeping, and that was enough.

       He focused on her nose, the way it trembled with each breath. Every minute or two her lips quivered as well. Auburn hair drifted across her cheeks, lifted by the breeze coming through the window. Something about her seemed vulnerable, although Tom knew she was no such thing. Her conscious mind hid just below the surface. Her eyes were closed, but her brain always began stirring at least an hour before she did. For that reason he had no trouble whispering to her.

       “Howdy beautiful.”

       She exhaled. Her lips fluttered and then smiled. “Howdy, stranger.”

       “Sleep well?” His hand slid over the fleece cover, over her body, looking for a soft hand on the other side.

       “Mmm-hmm. You?”

       “Yeah. Went by too fast. Felt like I went to bed five minutes ago.”

        He found her fingers. They meshed easily with his. “I dreamed you brought home some flowers.”

        Tom chuckled. “You must have been sleepwalking. They’re in the kitchen.”

        “Magnolias?”

        “No, roses.”

        “Hmm. I dreamed magnolias. I dreamed you walked through the front door holding them to your chest. Then you came to the bed where I was resting and laid them down beside me. The whole thing was very serene.”

        Her cheek came to his shoulder. Hair fanned across his chest. “You know, it’s funny,” Tom said. “I almost did that very thing with the roses last night. But then I had a vision of going to bed and getting thorns up my ass. Kinda broke the serenity for me.”

        He felt her smile against his skin. “You mean you wouldn’t take thorns up the ass for me?”

        “I might,” he replied contemplatively. “Not everyone can say they have an ass that smells like roses.”

        Charlotte Pillar laughed, sending warm air down his arm. Then she got out of bed. “On that note, I think I’ll take a shower.”

        He watched her go, grinning. “You do that. I’ll go get the roses. Bring me some tweezers when you come back.”

        Another sparkling laugh, and then she disappeared. A moment later the sound of running water faded into the room. Tom thought of getting up then, of joining her in the shower. She wouldn’t be in the mood to do anything. She had to be at work in an hour. It was time with her, though. And time with her was always better than time without her.

        He remained in bed, though, his mind drifting. Two and a half minutes later the phone rang.          

 

        “Feelin’ the rails this morning?”

        Ross…sounding chirpy already…only 7:05…great.

        “I guess so. What’s up?”

        “Oh, don’t’ guess so. I need you to know so this morning. You hearing me, Tom? Are you feeling the rails? Tell me you’re feeling the rails.”

        “Yeah, yeah, I’m feeling the rails. What is it?”

        “I’ll tell you when I get there. I’m on the road now. Pick you up in eight minutes.”

        The phone clicked off. Tom ran his tongue over his teeth and hung up. Feeling the rails. Ross had something big. Tom knew by the sound of his partner’s voice. He sounded giddy. Ross Medford was always excited, but never to the level of giddy. He had a constant energy about him that under the right circumstances became infectious to everyone he came in contact with. Ross didn’t just feel the rails. Ross was the rails half of the time. But giddy—man, whatever he was racing over for would be big. Maybe a new case. Ross always wanted to break a new case, something no one would think of. Maybe he had found the Holy Grail of cases and he would bring Tom along for the ride, if only so someone could tell the police captain of his courageous journey. Tom could bet on it.

        He got up and threw on some casual clothes. Jeans, t-shirt, light sweater. They hung loose over his physique, making his well athletic frame less imposing. By the time he pulled on his sneakers the running water went silent.

        “Did I hear the phone ring?” Charlotte called.

        “Yep. It’s Ross. He’s on his way over.”

        “He’s not expecting breakfast, is he?”

        “Not today. He’s too busy saving the world.”

        Charlotte stepped out of the bathroom, still toweling herself off. As she flung the soggy towel over a chair Tom couldn’t help staring at her for a moment. She caught his lingering gaze and smiled, then she turned to the closet.

        “So let me guess,” she continued. “You’re going to play Tonto to his Lone Ranger.”

        Tom turned to the mirror, hunching his thick eyebrows as he combed his dark brown hair. “Yep, Kemosabe, that’s about right. Hey, you think I need to try a new hairstyle? Maybe something longer or shaggier? Ross says I have cop hair. I have no idea what that means, but it doesn’t sound good.”

        She approached him, looking over his shoulder into the mirror. “You don’t have cop hair,” she said. “Ross doesn’t know what he’s talking about—as usual.”

        He smiled. “I’ll make sure to tell him you said that.”

        She dipped her head and turned to the closet. “Don’t get me wrong. Ross is great. I’ve always liked him. He just seems like he’s showboating sometimes.”

“Sometimes? More like all the time.”

Charlotte picked an outfit, one of her elegant office dresses, and began putting it on. Tom frowned. How depressing.

“And you don’t mind?” she asked. “Don’t you ever tire of playing second banana?”

Tom went to his desk, grabbing his wallet, his watch, his gun. “Nah, not really. Why should I resent Ross for having aspirations? He’s got somewhere he wants to go in life. More power to him. Me? I got a great wife. I enjoy my job. And I have a place in this world. What else could I want?”

She turned and eyed him. Charlotte was dressed now, which was nowhere near as fun as watching her glistening naked body, but he had to admit she looked good. She always looked good. She sighed. “Anybody ever tell you you’re low maintenance?”

He spread his arms. “Most simpletons are.”

She kept smiling, though her lips looked stiffer. “Be careful out there. Don’t let Ross showboat you into an early grave.”

He waved a hand. “Never happen. If he got me killed, it might hurt his promotion.”

That softened her, though her tone was still worried. “I love you, Officer Pillar.”

“Love you, too, Missem White Woman. Me go mount donkey now and ride into sunset. Must find Kemosabe and ask him ‘Who’s your daddy?’”

She giggled, and he chuckled too. Someone knocked on the front door. Charlotte rolled her eyes. “Perfect timing. Well, I’ll see you tonight.”

Tom winked at her and turned to leave. He looked back from the bedroom door. “Say, if I’m Ross’s second banana, and you’re my second banana, does that make you Ross’s third banana, once removed?”

She grabbed a pillow and tossed it at him. “I think I’d rather be a thorn in your ass.”

      Tom opened the door. Ross was already back in his gleaming silver car, revving the engine impatiently. Tom moseyed down the front steps, reminding himself not to call it silver. Ross preferred the technical term “quicksilver.” He climbed in the car, and the PT Cruiser jerked into motion before Tom had even shut the passenger door.

        “We feelin’ anxious today?” Tom ventured, looking at his partner.

        Ross Medford grinned, his eyes hidden behind a large pair of sunglasses, his blonde Brad Pitt hair slicked back, his lips barely hanging on to a toothpick.

        “No, I’m feeling the rails. What are you feeling?”

        “Curious at the moment. You gonna tell me where we’re going?”

        The Cruiser took a corner, screeching as it went, heading out of Tom’s middle-class neighborhood at a speed that would have Tom’s neighbors calling to complain later tonight. Everyone in the surrounding blocks recognized the Ross-mobile by now. Tom saw it in the disgruntled faces of joggers and the frustrated gazes of children who had been restricted from street football because of a certain crazy driver. Not that Ross had ever caused an accident. He cared way too much about his car to let that happen. But if there was one thing Ross was good at, it was looking like he didn’t care.

“The subway,” Ross answered, wheeling the Cruiser out of the residential area and heading toward the highway, site of another favorite game: speed-weaving.

        “The subway?”

        “The subway.”

        “Why are we going to the subway?”

        “To feel the rails, of course.”

        Tom rolled his eyes. Shoulda known. “Ever think of getting a new catchphrase?”

        “Don’t need one. Already got the perfect one right here. I’m feeling the rails. I’m running on all cylinders. I feel the momentum beneath me. I’m at peak performance. I mean, come on, haven’t you ever sat on the subway and listened to the rails slipping by? It’s freakin’ poetic is what it is. Feel the rails, Tom.”

        “You are so deep.” Tom laid his head back on the seat. “You know, the rails usually make me sleepy. And I’m feelin’ em now. Yes, sirree, I would say if I don’t hear some sort of stimulating information in the next five seconds I’ll be out like a light.”

        The Cruiser took another corner, forcing Tom’s head off the seat.

        “That’d be too bad,” Ross commented. “Because then you wouldn’t hear about the cult leader I’m about to bust.”

        “Is this the same satanic nut you’ve been talking to on the internet for the past year?”

        “The one and the same.” Ross grinned again. “I told you I’d bank on this one.”

        “You’re always telling me you’re banking on something. What’s different now?”

        “The difference is that I got to the guy’s kid. I contacted his son and the boy’s going to arrange a meeting. The bastard actually has his son doing his secretary work. So we’re going to the subway, where this guy is gonna buy some illegal arms off of us.”

        Tom cocked an eyebrow. “Illegal arms? Off of us? Gee, if I didn’t know better I’d say we were riding close to entrapment.”

        Medford shrugged. “Eh, maybe. I’m not worried about it, though. The moment we bust this guy we get permission to search his house, and boom, there’s all the proof you’ll ever need.”

        “This guy’s stockpiling?”

        Another shrug. “Probably.”

        Tom rolled his eyes. “Probably…damn, you make me nervous.”

        Ross snickered. “Hey, that’s half the fun of having me for a partner. I don’t think you’ll be complaining when Boss T promotes us to detective-lieutenants.”

        Tom gazed at the world beyond the window. Mainly guardrails and traffic cones. A few family vans with no families in them. Several executives jabbering away on cellphones. Shadows sprinkled through light as the car entered a suspension bridge, the only one in Railston. It was titled after some honorable fellow who had been saddled with the unfortunate name Woodward D. Fluxom—thus the Woodward D. Fluxom Bridge. No one ever called it that, though. Ever since Tom moved here, fresh from high school and years of living in a group home, he always heard it called the Flux. Now they were riding over old Flux, and Tom squinted at the sunlight reflecting off the foamy river. “I think that’s the difference between you and me,” he said, scanning the web of rusty silver bridgework. “You’re looking for the next big thing . . . I’m happy where I am.”

        Ross sniffed. “You can’t tell me you wouldn’t enjoy being a full-fledged detective. Besides, I need you. You’re the one who watches my back.”

        “I’m not saying I won’t enjoy it.” Tom looked back at his partner, a smirk on his lips. “As long as watching your back doesn’t turn into kissing your ass.”

        Ross laughed. This was the norm. Tom insulted him for being a prima donna, and Ross turned it into a joke. Ross would probably come back with some sly comment about how good Tom was at it. Or maybe he would just go ahead and promise him, acknowledging his desire to be the star to Tom’s sidekick. Ross never got to make that promise, though. Because at that moment, Hell came looking for Thomas Pillar.

        Midnight passed in front of the car, so silently and stealthily that Tom only vaguely noticed the change. Just another morning shadow, like those coming from the suspension wires. Tom glanced forward lazily, expecting nothing but normalcy. Instead, his eyes focused on a black spot in the road ahead, one that was enlarging rapidly. A man in a trench coat, less than fifty yards away, had stepped into the street. He was still in motion, using long legs to make slow but deliberate steps. Tom’s eyes veered to Ross, his body bracing for the quick swerve that would happen any second. But to his horror, Ross’s eyes were on his side mirror, a sly grin on his lips, as if checking out the driver behind him. Tom looked forward again, hoping the man had already passed their lane. But he hadn’t. Instead, the lanky man had come to a dead stop.

        “Ross!”

        Ross snapped to attention. He saw the man too, poised like a totem pole against the sunrise. He jerked the wheel, and the whole world jerked with it. Tom heard screeching. Colors shot around him like a tornado. They were spinning through lanes, chopping their way through the dense morning traffic. Other cars honked and swerved, barely missing the Cruiser. Then the guardrail found them and everything fragmented. A walloping thrust as Tom’s chest fused with the seatbelt . . . a deafening bang as the Cruiser’s hood split open and peeled back . . . a single cry from Ross before the airbags overtook both of them.

        And then silence.

        In the minutes that came next, Tom noticed one thing. The air seemed thicker. Maybe it was the airbag—the harsh plastic smell his nose was buried in—or the chemical odor of leaking car fluids. It could have been any of those things, but as he slowly lifted his head he realized it wasn’t. The air felt more than polluted. It felt different. It felt unnatural. Tiny vibrations slithered over his entire frame, making his heart leap in his chest. The charge in the air had him scanning beyond the broken windshield, looking for fallen power lines. He saw nothing, which should have made him feel better.

        It didn’t.

        “Ross,” he whispered, his voice dry and cracking. “You okay, Ross?”

        Ross didn’t answer. Tom’s fingers quickly located his partner’s arm and then his partner’s wrist. The pulse was good. He was just unconscious. Tom thought about shaking him awake, but then he heard the passenger door open.

        “Hey,” a woman said. “Hey, are you all right?”

        Tom turned and saw a lady standing next to him. He could see her car parked a few feet away. Other cars were coming to a stop as well. The whole bridge would be clogged in moments.

        “Yeah, I’m all right,” he said, hoping he wasn’t lying. “Can you help me out of here?”

        The lady nodded and let him hook an arm around her shoulder. Tom pushed away from the airbag, every muscle in his chest groaning. Sounds were coming into sharper focus now. The rumble of dozens of engines filtered through the air, joined by a similar rumble coming from the river below. That’s all it is, he told himself. The cars . . . the rushing river . . . they’re making me even more jumpy. Nothing unnatural about that. As his feet hit solid ground his vision began to spin. He grabbed the roof of the Cruiser to steady himself.           

“What happened?” the lady asked, her hands shaking worse than Tom’s. “I watched you guys veer off the road.”

        Tom stood up straight, his spine cracking. “There was a man,” he mumbled, remembering. His eyes widened. “That man.”

        In the midst of the lines of cars stood the trench-coat man. His frame shifted back and forth like a pendulum, though his eyes were fixed squarely on Tom. Wispy black hair fluttered around his shoulders. His face was long, and his complexion—dear God, his skin looked gray.

        “Don’t worry,” the lady said. “I called the police on my cellphone. They’ll be here soon. Why don’t you sit down and take it easy until they get here?”

        That man’s eyes. Bloodshot with clammy white pupils. And they were drilling deeper into Tom with every passing moment.

        “Just a second,” Tom said, ignoring the fading dizziness. He stepped into the throng of cars. Cool steel found his hand, and Tom realized his hand was already on his .38. It was still in its holster, but his fingers were around the grip, ready to draw. In all his years on the force, he had never gone for his gun. Yet something about this man’s crazed stare told him he was going to need it this time. The certainty of it chilled his insides.

        He got in line with the man and stopped, still twenty feet away. For a moment, his gaze was pulled from the man’s face to his trench coat. The coat stretched to the ground, hiding the man’s feet. Every button was buttoned, and it looked thick on him, as if the man had several layers of clothes on underneath. Tom thought about pulling his badge, then decided not to. He had the man’s attention already, so Tom spoke.

        “Why did you step into the street?”

        The man smiled, revealing a set of half-decayed yellow teeth. “Do you know how long I spent preparing the sacrifice?” he said in a gravelly voice. “Three years I prepared the sacrifice! Three years I used the serum. Three years I performed the ceremonies. Yet the master had no use of my sacrifice. The master had already chosen another.”

        Tom pulled his badge and held it up. “I said why did you walk into the street?”

        The man clicked his teeth, baring purple gums. “So what good am I now? If I cannot provide the vessel of the master, how can I serve him?”

        He’s just a nut wandering the street. Tom didn’t buy it, though. This man seemed deeper, almost calculating. Tom’s fingers tensed around his weapon. Just a wanderer, Tom. Just a mental-case wanderer.

        “Who is the master?” Tom tried, hoping to take over the conversation.

        The man’s eyes blazed. “The master! The eye of the storm. The center around which all darkness orbits. The master is almost here, and when he arrives he’s going to kick the shit out of this world.” The man cackled. “He’s going to kick the shit out of you, too, Officer Pillar.”

        The gun came out of its holster. It was pointed at Mr. Trench Coat in less than a second. “Who are you?” Tom yelled. “How do you know my name? Were you waiting for us to drive by? Who are you?”

        The man’s eyes turned skyward. His hands rose in the air, palms up. Tom noticed the inside of his wrists. Black syringe holes dotted the skin like swarms of bees. “So how can I serve the master now? How can I make my sacrifice worthwhile?”

        “Damn it! Who are you?”

        “I know!” the man cried. “I can give the sacrifice to my master’s enemy. I can give my sacrifice to the legendary Pillar. My lamb will not be wasted.”

        The man’s hands dipped to his chest. “Hold it!” Tom yelled, but the man began unbuttoning his trench coat. Tom stepped forward. He was going to take this bastard down. He heard sirens in the distance. They would be here in minutes, and they could cuff the madman and take him downtown. Tom only had to hold him until then. Keep him from doing something cra-

        The man flipped open the trench coat.

        Tom froze. Huddled against the man was a small boy, no more than seven. His back was to Pillar, his arms clinging to the man’s legs like a lifesaver. Large blue eyes squinted at him. Tom wasn’t focused on the boy’s face, though. His gaze was stuck on the row of sticks duct-taped around the boy’s midsection.

        Dynamite.

        A car honked at that moment, making Tom’s heart skip. The cars. Cars were everywhere. All three lanes were at a standstill. He glanced quickly to his sides, expecting a panic to break out amid the rows of traffic. Nobody was seeing this, though. They were all absorbed in their own little worlds. Radios were turned up and cellphones were activated. Even the woman who had helped him from the car was busy inside the Cruiser, trying to rustle some consciousness out of Ross. Maybe a few of the drivers close by were listening, but no one dared to look at them, especially if it meant becoming part of this insane conversation. For all intents and purposes, Tom was alone on this one.

        The man smiled another grotesque smile. “Go to him, my son. Go to the Guardian.”

        The boy trembled but turned, like a trained animal, and moved toward Tom. His heart froze as he saw the boy’s chest. An electronic readout hung over the dynamite. Numbers ticked away on it—00:58, 00:57, 00:56.

        “What the hell are you doing?” Tom said, his voice feeling small.

        “He’s yours,” the man offered. “He’s your sacrifice.”

        “No, he’s not,” Tom said, pleading. “Come on, turn off the bomb. We don’t have to do this.”

        “Oh we do,” the man insisted. “The whole world has to do this.”

        00:41, 00:40, 00:39 . . .

        Tom lifted his gun. “I said turn it off! Do it now!”

        The man cackled again. His arms lifted upward in worship. “Master! Look to me and let my act please you!”

        00:32, 00:31 . . .

        Tom’s eyes jumped from the rows of vehicles to the child with his arms outstretched, walking toward him. He had realized a moment before that he was alone on this one. Now he wished he could be so lucky.

        00:25, 00:24

        “You’ve got one more chance!” Tom yelled desperately. “Turn it off!”

        The man dropped to his knees, his hands still raised. “Let the Jesottunea begin.”

        00:17

        Tom ran forward, scooping the child up in his arms. He heard a car door nearby open. As he passed the man in the trench coat he heard a deep chanting in foreign words. It barely sounded like a real language.

        “Hey, what’s the holdup?” someone said.

        Tom kept running, weaving through the cars, moving out of the lanes. He reached the railing and glanced down at the readout.

        00:10

        “Close your eyes,” he whispered to the boy. “When you wake up this will all be better.”

        Tom lifted the child above his head. God, forgive me. Then he flung the boy, tossing the child with everything he had. Somewhere a woman screamed. That scream was quickly matched, though, as the young boy found his voice. The child’s face flashed through the air and then disappeared beyond the railing. The tiny scream pitched downward, toward the sun-drenched river below. Tom stood petrified, listening to the sound fade, waiting to hear the splash or the explosion—whichever came first.

        A splash. The terrified cry of a seven-year-old snapped off in an instant.

        Thomas Pillar didn’t move. As the seconds went by he stayed right where he was, the walls of his mind imploding. The timer. It had already run out. It ran out before the boy even hit the water. The truth—the truth that punctured his heart—was much more simple. The bomb had never been armed. The timer had only been there to fool him. The boy had fallen to his death needlessly.

        A tremor ran through Tom’s soul. He couldn’t move. His feet were dead. His lungs seemed insufficient. His stomach was hollow.

        And somewhere behind him a man in a trench coat cackled like a lunatic.

 

 Copyright 2003, Ben Eden